Hello guys!!!!!!!!

I had this really LONG break from blogosphere. Partly it was intentional and partly it was not.I just wanted to taste the mundane activities of daily life more deeply and engage myself in a sedentary yet days filled with run-of-the-mill chores. Chores that kept me occupied or simply dazed into thoughts.


Sometimes it takes time to adapt ,right? I had exams. I am still awaiting my results. And...let me tell you..it's kinda SCARY. And other personal turmoil . Say,I was in a bit of emotional unrest? Blogging is awesome. But I needed time only for myself and regain my spiritual connect. I needed a spirituality check!That counts for me. It keeps me sane. And keeps me at peace.


I've been reading Khaled Hosseini's A Thousand Splendid Suns. So I am virtually in Afghanistan now.I also read Norma Khouri's Forbidden Love and was baffled when I found out the author had miffed the entire world with her apparent falsity or dearth of truth in her story. However,I loved the book. 


I read books than transport me completely to alien places so I get to visualize and connect with their kinda world;The characters in the plot, I mean. I loved Dalia and Norma' s friendship. In a way ,I was envious. Because,tell me, who today is being such thick friends with one another? They say "keep your friends close and enemies closer". But what if you don't know to differentiate one from another? What age are we living in? We are so digitally and technologically screwed up! 
I loved the way Dalia did and also cried when she departed. Uuuuuuuuuufffffff....I get so emotionally attached to these characters that it almost feels like they were my camaraderie.

I'll sign off leaving you with a few lingering thoughts. From the last many months ,oops ,I mean 2 months..I have been figuring out the importance of INTENTIONS! And how they impact us and the people around us. And I've learned tremendously from the result born out of POSITIVE INTENTIONS. Even when negative thoughts fluttered through my mind, I weeded them out and brought in a curtain of serene thoughts of forbearance and happiness and love. It really is the spiritual therapy I gave myself. 

Are you giving yourself a good dose of that,lately? :)


cya!
Have an awesome day ahead!! :)
Lotsa love.

Gone into hiding

Helllloooo World! :)

Back after ten days of tiresome project work and those recommendation letters..Bla..What a week! I almost had to stay away from blogging to concentrate and stay a little disconnected. Sometimes ,staying disconnected gives you a calm ,doesn' it? Helps me get a grip over myself. I am in total charge of my situation...I don't feel the obsessive need to write a number of senseless or sensible posts. I just have the chance to work peacefully and give myself time to view my life where I stand in, right now.I can hardly believe it's been 10 days! Feels like it all rolled away in  a flash! 

And coming back just in time to check on what everyone is doing and not doing... it's a small break for me..this writing ..these outbursts help me on the long run. To keep away from the humdrum of my zealous sans doleful life.

Sans doleful. 
Yea right.
*my foot*


However,So glad to be here. :)
Phew,Finally!

Hues of Yellowish Blue

Waking up afresh on the wee hours of morning.Waking up to find the darkness creeping out.  It is like I were plunged into a mighty rush of crystal clear water. It felt like I was rejuvenating my soul,mind and body. Keeping myself tuned to the early morning song. The sounds of birdies in the air. The slumber of dogs and the occasional barks. The pouring and boiling water of a hot cuppa. A cuppa that has my spirits lifted up already.

A walk into the amazing gate of church that has heard my plea for peace and chaos filtered out. Singing hymns with a graceful heart and a sound soul. Leaving my little litters of agony there I head home. My mind feels clear.My heart soars ahead of my.What has happened to me? Am I in a tricky daze?No. I just feel calm after the storm and the storm which hasn't passed.It feels like a decade long battle already.And I know victory is going to be ours. Sometimes life was just meant to fog our hearts to get down to who we are? Is that the only way we can find ourselves? Is that the only way we can double up and stand stoic? 

Stoic I will not be but with a guarded mind and soul I will defend myself and to the world I belong. I will paint the colors of rainbow all the gloomy and sunny days of my life. I will turn my hues of blueness into oily shades of yellow. I will shade my blackness of life to a purple setting to stage my life. I will shun the browns and root out every worm . I will make room for the beautiful sunshine that will melt down my woes and lash out the plunderers. Those draconic plunderers who think my peace can be stolen? Who think I have no voice? My sunshine will lash them all out and win an already won battle. 

It'll be a song of peace after all the volcanic collapse. It will be a muted battle for the dumb and a violent battle for the atrocious. An eye for an eye. For my face is scathed showing another cheek for yet how many slaps,you tell me? An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind but now it will open eyes to truth and a sanctifying battle. A battle that just had to be fought.A battle that just had to be won!

Sunshine sweetness to ya all! :)

When a glass breaks..

When you sit listening all engrossed to an interesting conversation with a friend in the middle of a hall at home.Right then you hear sounds of a broken glass. What would be your reaction?

My aunt , cousin and me had gone visiting my sis in law's place when this happened. Aunt, cousin sis and me were talking while my sis in law went into kitchen to quench our thirst for the climate was scorching hot. She was pouring us cold pepsi into a neat square glass .When the glass slipped out of her hands and fell. We all shrieked. Honestly,I'm a tinee winee bit superstitious.I immediately gauged this as a bad sign without blurting out.Obviously,certain things which people might judge you fool are things that are better kept locked deep in the depths of your junk of thoughts. But my cousin sis suddenly interjected That it was indeed a good sign!

Some say its a bad omen while some say its a good thing. Coz they say a broken glass can sense the tension and eases one of bad luck that would have otherwise befallen them! I choose the latter theory of a Broken Glass symbolizing Good luck.  Life is the way we think after all. If we think good things happen then so it'll be. Let's just imagine goodness. 

Peace.*Honestly,pictures of broken glasses disturb me, I just realized that. So thought I'll display a peaceful pic :)*


**Fishes are my idea of peace. What with my once upon a time obsession for Fishville games :P** 


What do you think of a broken glass? Tell me your views.

Imagine Peace,always!

Every goal, every action, every thought, every feeling one experiences, whether it be consciously or unconsciously known, is an attempt to increase one's level of peace of mind.-Sydney Madwed


Honestly, I didn't know how to start this post on PEACE. Hence,looked up on a quote.I loved this most. It totally conforms to what I'd like sharing with you all  especially after those chocolate breaks ;)


So..PEACE.
Isn't that what we eventually want in life? We are constantly searching for peace. For peace of mind. Even at church,every Sunday, we exchange our -peace be with yous. All of us want to draw that connect with everything and everyone around us that brings us peace. Peace of mind is different to different people.


It's almost equivalent to venting out or displaying our talents! We are making peace with
ourselves. Why do our parents berate us when we go wrong? Just so that we lead a life filled with peace and love.Peace is not those eyeball grabbing campaign or winning those extra "votes" on tv ,the media claims today. It's far more powerful than we think it is!


You don't just carry white flags all over the place or it's not just a truce between two nations.It's more than that.It's extending arms to live harmoniously etching out all that negativity building between people/nations. 


In reality we even belong to different religions because every religion treads it's own path to PEACE. My search for peace might not be in parallel with your search for peace. Probably that statement might prove blasphemous back in the old century.But today, people brag that they've "modernised" bringing with them a heavy load of  baggage that brushes with insanity. Modernisation has lost it's meaning today. That's another post. I'll stick to Peace now :)


This post happened when a friend had posted a beautiful video on Peace from the Quantum Level. Check it out here


It talks about creating real PEACE.It's more or less like The Ripple Effect.For example ,when you drop a stone in a pond,It creates ripples and now those ripples have spread to the entire pond.Now ,think about world peace,if each of us just contributed a little of our "ripples" those ripples would keep rippling turning into a tidal wave! Isn't that amazing? Those ripples of peace are more powerful than the nuclear force itself. So "creating PEACE" can actually bring a lot of positive vibrancy ,even ending the warring countries to win their people with more than a gift of truce!


Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable.-John F. Kennedy.


So there, IMAGINE PEACE ,always! :)
Peace be with you all! :)